Archive for December, 2002

Yay. A terrible Christmas.

December 27, 2002

Only good can follow that, right?

Wrong. The candy affected my already damaged teeth. They hurt all night last night. I could barely focus on anything else. Then I remembered a way to solve the problem and did it. It still hurts a little bit though.

Anyway… I wonder if I’ll be able to fit in a viewing of “LotR: The Two Towers”, and visits to WalMart and Borders in the same day tomorrow. Only one way to find out, huh? See ya…


So close. Just…so close.

December 25, 2002

So close to the bottom of this depression. So close to killing myself. So close. No one cares for me, especially my father. I make a Christmas list so it’s easier for everyone to shop for me. I end up not getting ONE GODDAMN THING FROM IT. All because he refused to let anyone else look at it. The candy’s okay to eat while I cry and type this. I’ll never use the cheap book light…atleast for its intended purpose. I have no use for this damn lamp they gave me. I preferred one with a stand, not a clamp. Now excuse me while I feed my diabetes, only hoping it consumes and kills me. Maybe then, I’ll finally be happy. But, with my luck, I doubt it.

Merry Christmas everyone…you lucky bastards.

Christmas : D.O.A.

December 25, 2002

My father managed to destroy Christmas for me this year. Not only do I see him around so little anymore, it’s as if I live alone. Now he told me I was getting something from someone for Christmas that was $200 and I automatically thought PlayStation2. Then he doesn’t mention it anymore. At all. Then today, the most anticipated day of the year thanks to my father, I didn’t get a PS2. He lied to me. And just about obliterated Christmas for me this year. So thank you, father. I shall remember this next year when you will get nothing from me once more. (This year, the first time I have ever gotten him a gift for Christmas, I bought him a DVD. He better expect nothing next year. Careless bastard.)

Happy Holidays everyone!

December 24, 2002

🙂 🙂 🙂

My dad is acting like I should damnit. :(

December 15, 2002

Friday night, for example, he left around 7pm. He didn’t really say where he was going. He just left. I ended up going to bed about 3am. I left the christmas lights and tv on because I expected him to return sometime while I slept. I woke at 7:30am to find both the lights and tv still on. He had never came home. He arrived home around 10:30am and eventually ‘explained’. He had played cards until 3am, when he accidentally fell asleep on the couch. Right…

Taken was breath-taking!

December 14, 2002

I JUST finished watching the last episode of Taken and it was amazing. I can’t wait for the DVD (which has been confirmed as being in production). And of course they left it open for a sequel (I’m not going to say how for the people who haven’t seen it). There’s been rumors of a regular TV series continuation. I’d be interested in seeing that, as long as they kept it good.

Also, if anyone reading this hasn’t seen Taken, I’d recommend either watching it tommorow, when SciFi will air the first 5 parts over again at 11AM ET, and the second half will air Sunday at 11AM ET. And if you don’t have that much free time, you could always go to your local bookstore and pick up the novel, which is out now. Or wait for the DVD release next year (which I recommend more) and buy or rent it.

Well, that’s all for now… See ya…


December 5, 2002

I just don’t feel like adding entries here so often anymore… One reason? Little or no replies. 😦

And time. I have little left after chatting online, watching/taping tv etc all the time.

WATCH TAKEN! If you’ve missed any, watch the marathon of the first 5 parts Saturday (and re-airing Sunday)! This is an awesome series! I’m taping the whole thing, even thought I’m hearing some rumors of a DVD in the works ALREADY! VHS is only temporary anyway…

Christina Aguilera – Beautiful

December 5, 2002

(Spoken): Don’t look at me

Every day is so wonderful
And suddenly, it’s hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the fame, I’m so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can’t bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can’t bring me down
So don’t you bring me down today

To all your friends, you’re delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The piece is gone and the puzzle undone
That’s the way it is

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words won’t bring you down
You are beautiful in every single way
Yes, words won’t bring you down
Don’t you bring me down today…

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what they say
(no matter what they say)
When the sun is shining through
Then the clouds won’t stay

And everywhere we go
(everywhere we go)
The sun won’t always shine
(sun won’t always shine)
But tomorrow will find a way
All the other times

We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won’t bring us down
We are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words can’t bring us down
Don’t you bring me down today

Don’t you bring me down today
Don’t you bring me down today