Archive for December, 2001

Damn you Tripod *shakes fist in air*

December 31, 2001

It’s just hours till 2002 and I’m here… at home… ah well…

I have been notified by my good friend Durandal that Tripod no longer lets you see what is in folders on their web space. So now, no one can access my Downloads site. Grrrr.

Unavailable Tripod Directory

Tripod does not allow the automatic listing of directory or subdirectory contents.

If anyone knows of a free web space provider that allows this and has 25MB or more webspace, please let me know.

Until I find a new site, I guess I’ll be working on some link pages…somewhere. See ya…

Truth-seekers update #3

December 29, 2001

Okay, so I do have something to talk about after all…

I’m currently writing story #342: “Attack Of The Clones” (OK, I stole the title. Ya gonna sue me? lol). It continues where “Family Holiday II” left off, with Richard and Scott facing clones of themselves and trying to overcome them. Also, I’m adding a subplot where Richard is told who his soulmate is and he begins a search for her. I don’t know how long this subplot will go. It may end by the end of AOTC, or in the next story, which I already have an idea for.

After that, I’m thinking of doing a 3-part or more miniseries called “The Charac Ordeal” which I have been putting on hold for a while. All I’ll say right now is that it takes the Truth-seekers to an alien world.

Well, see ya.

Happy new years (a bit early)!

December 29, 2001

Happy new years’ to all the people that read my OD… all 2 of you… 🙂

Anyway,… I can’t think of anything to talk about… so g’bye!

*leaves*

Losing Christmas…, part 2

December 27, 2001

So first I was told there was going to be no family gathering this Christmas, then on Christmas day, our gifts were delivered to us. Apparently, there had been a gathering and I had been lied to by my own father just because he didn’t want to go. Assh*le. *Sigh*

Anyway, i got some nice things. But it doesn’t really matter to me. I missed out on a good time with the closest thing to family I have (which happens usually only once a year) just because dad didn’t want to go. Damn, I hate this…

Well, see ya soon… gotta get some sleep I guess…

Losing Christmas…

December 23, 2001

I’m finally realizing the consequences of losing Christmas because we can’t afford it.

All the years before, dad would buy [cheap] purfume/cologne for almost everybody…but now he can’t even afford that. And because of that [and because our own family members haven’t invited us], we’re not going to the yearly Christmas Eve party for the first time since I could remember. And the party is the only time I see the other members of my family.

Just take everything else away I hold dear, the things that keep me blinded to the world, the things that keep me from ending this crappy life I lead… It seems no one will miss me anyway…

So, goodbye Christmas. I miss ye already…

Anymore, I’m just so close to finally doing this. The Hell below me can’t possibly be as bad as the Hell around me…

Truth-Seekers update #2

December 21, 2001

“Family Holiday II” is now online!

http://prometheusufo.tripod.com/Truth-Seekers/Story_341.txt

I recommend downloading the txt file to your pc and opening in notepad with “word wrap” on.

Well, gotta get started on “Attack Of The Clones”… see ya…

A true Christmas miracle?

December 20, 2001

As most of my faithful journal readers (all 0 of ’em!)know, me and my dad have been behind on all our bills lately…

Well, just a few days ago, our cable bill arrived and it showed that it’s been paid up, even though we were supposed to be a month or 2 behind…

Then today, the light bill came in, which we were also behind on, and saw that it’s been paid too. This is so odd.

My dad has no recollection of paying these bills. It’s… wow. Heh. Anyway, see ya soon…

Another Roswell dream

December 14, 2001

I had the strangest dream last night. I just woke up a few minutes ago.

In the dream, I looked at the TV listings to see that Roswell was airing 3 times on 3 different networks that night (the 3 networks who have shown interest in the show at some time: Fox, WB, and UPN).

Fox was airing some future episode, and as I type I’m already forgetting the title at 7pm-8pm. WB was airing a 90min version of the same episode at 8pm-9:30pm. And of course, UPN was airing “Samuel Rising” at 9pm-10pm, the new Christmas episode airing this Tuesday.

Then I was busting my brain, trying to figure out how I was gonna tape the 90min ep and the Xmas ep. Then I woke up soon after…

Thanks for wasting your time and reading this. 🙂

See ya…

Truth-Seekers update #1

December 14, 2001

I’m currently writing the holiday story of Truth-Seekers titled “Family Holiday II”. I probably won’t get it online on the site until after Christmas though… but it’s not like anyone reads’em anyway!

http://prometheusufo.tripod.com/Truth-Seekers/

Those are all the Truth-Seekers stories currently online. I’ve started planning plots for the next two already, still untitled.

Family Holiday II may have a cliffhanger, leading into the next story, like the previous one did, leading into this one. HeeHee. I love cliffhangers.

Anywayz, see ya… got a week to finish this book i’m reading (Majestic by Whitley Strieber-great book!) before this other book comes out (Fingerprints #6 by Melinda Metz, author of Roswell High, which soon became Roswell, and she writes for the show now)…

So… bye…

Steering toward depression…

December 9, 2001

…or maybe I’m already there…

I try to steer away from it by filling useless needs to escape the reality in which I live. Some are beginning to taunt me, telling me all this is only an act. In reality, it only hurts me more. I believe I am physically and mentally ill. I haven’t been to a real doctor in years. We can’t afford it since my mom passed away.

The gas was turned off in our home because we couldn’t afford it anymore. We have to keep the electric oven on and open and water boiling to stay warm. But, fortunately, I got my monthly check and gave some to my dad to help pay the bills, all of which were behind. And the gas should be back on later this week.

I ask you not to pity or to help me. I simply want to vent my feelings here. To let them out. Maybe it’ll help. Maybe not. I can only hope…

See ya.